When i grow up [fcuk the pussycat dolls]

See i really don't wanna get any older

even though I've been eager to turn 17. just 17 and after that i wanna stop aging.
17 because maybe then my mom will let loose a little on my grip of freedom.

I'm actually fine with being young, people see the adolescents as a group of empty-headed junkie's and some see us as the future, a twisted one.

but i don't know what i wanna be.

I'm thinking about taking art seriously, but if that fails, i wanna do something interesting
something that i can look forward to waking up in the morning
maybe i should i work with a animation company.

or turn into a political graffiti extremist like Bansky <3 [picture up-left] and run the streets at night trying to get a message across and in the daytime, people crowd around the my work looking shocked, happy, confused or ecstatic.

and at that very moment, I'll feel accomplished.
but to hell w. singing or dancing or working in a super-market or nursing or acting

well actually some global teacher in my school is all like "you should do acting, your humorous, you know what ? your a really funny girl like weird cool, now what do your pins say again...oh that's funny haha"

his name is Mr.Bazer and he has this chalkboard character named hoppy.i wanna do something where all the fun is at. something where i know my heart will be at.

Miscellaneous

Sometimes i feel that being amongst this human population is the sickest thing in the world. But then it's also beautiful at the same time. So it's a very rational topic.
Tomorrow is Columbus day, and I remember being in global talking about if he was a hero or a bastard for "discovering" the America's.
well the teacher didn't really call him a bastard, i did in my head.loll
but anyways i was reading something in a textbook about historians going back and forth on the fact:
was it worth that he brought his Spaniards over to the America's ?, forced them to be "Christians", bring over all this set of disease, induct the natives into "labor" which would l8r start the act of slavery, kill natives & take advantage of them
but it was it was worth it because Americans wouldn't be here neither would all these forms of gov and the asinine world as we know it today...