Saturday Night

its 11:14 and i'm on aim talking to derrick about people spending massive money on stuff

i took my SAT's today, glad those are over. i didnt' stress it actually


like i breezed through and started section 10 as soon as i finished section 9 because the test proctor was the wolly mammoth and she wouldnt have anything to me anyways

i took a 2hours nap and went outside for a little and chilled. Columani & I walked through the projects because we were bored and no not looking for boys, i'm rather afraid of them

but the bodega their sells pizza for 1.75 but its mad good, the cheese is mad thick, and the guy who cuts it cant cut pizza like your suppose 2 so it comes out really wide

it seems like its paternity season because people i thought wouldn't have kids do. but it sucks, i'm just glad i'm gonna be a senior and my goonies and i are gonna run the school.

the whole college thing is what i want to be oblivious to but hey, im going to trinidad is summer and plus i have a job w. summer youth FINALLY

Flappy Friday

Its May 1st, and i'm in computer design class going over a lesson for a comic my class will be doing
i'm drained and i look/talking like im stoned.

"John Porcellino is a popular creator of minicomics. Porcellin's seld-published, photocopied, mostly autobiographical...." yea the slide got cut off, i wouldn't have typed it anyways

Im listening to 'In Rainbows' by Radiohead..again; tracks 1-10.
and with the new headphones i keep blah'n about, i feel inside my mind, way inside.

Since my buddies and i were evicted from our daily chill spot by our raged art teacher, we found a new place to call home since we refuse to go the lunchroom for lunch. Rm 625-Ms.Williams, that will be our new home. Rachel and I said we were gonna piant the tables and make the room for alive since thats were we will be "staying" now on.

I want some curry chicken and roti, i'll be going to trinidad july 2nd-18th so i'll get it home-made there but i can't wait that long. where's golden krust at ?? but im broke, only got $ to do this hair.

I dont wanna go to work 2day, i wanna see my boyfriend so i can look up to his tallness and play with his camera and NOT KISS IN PUBLIC.
I'm actually sitting here knowing that my S.A.T is in a month and some.
I haven't studied, those damn S.A.T ques of the day dont work when i open my e-mail...where the fcuk is that book i ordered ?

What is/isn't wrong with you people ?

Or may i say i, or certain people. anywho i'm just gonna address the fact that the weather was physically oppressing me today.

Ms.Wallin's room 7th period was like an oven, i still ate that chicken lol.

April 25-almost 90 degree's, i was outside a/x baking like an apple pie then i moved because i'm tryna get darker in the month of april.

wait wait, global warming is giving us all its big hug !!
this girl she's gonna go to the beach and i live right by the beach so i might see some beach bums while going home. They all get off at broad channel half naked.
Just go streaking !

anywho today was like 90 again and i was tryna not to mind the ehat even thought it was hard to ignore. Sostre made us work out like men in gym, it was already hot so everyone was running their mouths.

"you talking 10 more squats" she says. "omg *there's a huffin n' a puffin".

tomorrow gonna be like 66 but rainy.i dont like the rain, i went home like i was baptized that day the gang and i were in central park for ivana's celebration of her sweet 16.

this weather is freaking a gee' like me out.lol,i got my shades and my baggy shorts and its all good.

sepaking of shorts, this girl today whose pretty big was wearing tight shorts.
i think her thighs sent out a cry for help.

My Happiness

my art teacher told me on friday these following words:
"you know danielle,you're one of my favorite people on the planet. i just love your energy, its contagious. i just love how you react to things"

me:uhm what about your boyfriend (chuckles) ?
art teacher:he has things you dont have
me:..................................(i did wait a long time to speak though)
isn't it suppose to be the other way around?
art teacher:no its fine, just stay happy !

so i realize i am happy even if its not about a boy or anything, if im upset,its for a couple of hours but at the end ofthe day, i've relaxed because its not worth it

most of things we humans get mad about is for no logic reason, at least i see it that way. i'm all about the love and the non-skeptic feelings.

well time to return back to computer class,farvel (thats means bye in danish) =]

75 Degree Weather

On Saturday, I ran into these little hypebeasts while walking down broadway,
i had nothing to do so i tagged along.

It was mad hot so we went to mc'donalds and i debated and stated how nasty mc'cancer's nuggets are.

Wendy's got the best nuggets hands down, if you oppose then you dont deserve to live, just kidding :) After that we walked down south of houston to mad stores.

BBC was mad packed for no reason, it was so packed, i couldnt even smell the regular ice cream scent that you usually smell.

Someone almost broke the ice cream chair lol. After that we went to union, i got another paper mag so i'm good $.

We stopped at Coldstone on Astor Pl. I dont why dese people wanted desert before dinner.lol
Ravone had banana and snickers ice cream, on myspace i was "doggin' his ice cream" >=]

Then we went to get to st.marks to get pizza a dolla slice. Walked down to 2nd avenue and then walked to L.E.S to reed space. That's where we took this picture. Thnx Eustace. Rollin' mad deep n shyt.lol.

Ravone picked up a nice ass shirt but come sback w. this lunch bag. He bought a stussy wallet wtf lol. We made jokes then walked back to soho. Back to where we started. Eustace went to OldNavy to exchange some shyt. The rest of the squad waited at uniqlo lol.

I decided along with eustace, kadeem, and devonte to go home. Caught a serious headache and my bag w. it all my sculpture stuff was hurting my back.

Got home and chilled, it was a good way to spend my last day of sculpture class, next year i'm taking painting. cheaa !!

Sculpture Saturday/Pillow Fight 09' !!

This pillow fight thing reached me last minute, Ive heard how they have it sometimes in union square so my sculpture instructor is all like "we're goin to the pillow fight on wall st." i go yipeee !

We left cooper union at lk 3, got to wall st. at lk 3:30 because the 6 was taking mad long to come. The 6 was packed ! we got off and there's feathers n cotton flying everywhere as if the 1800's South's production of cotton was emerging again (dont put racist joke here.lol)

anyways i steal someones pillow,hit them with it because thats what gee's do then i started getting bashed by the guy's friend whose pillow i took.

more pillow fighting took place, i wasn't happy w. the small space we had s i started yelling at the cops and inspired the people to "start a revolt"

"on a count of 3,we're gonna topple over the police regime...1-2-3 !!!" and ppl started pushing towards the cops.haha,it will be my ass on the News one day for being a radical...that's what my dad said,and that's what my peers say.

anyways we took thet pillow fight to seaport, i never felt so free before, at least within this 16th year of living.
running down wall st. with nothing to hold me back,except getting a broken neck from gettin rocked in the face w. a pillow but that didnt happen

we got to wall st. and ppl started going on from there, feathers and cotton was everywhere.soon ppl started crowd surfing, a beach ball was being thrown and someone was wearing a Nixon mask. why ? idk.

This guy was like,we can do whatever the fcuk we want,the prez is in Europe ! i yell anarchy and the afternoon carried on

i was double teamin w. random ppl,this guy was wearin a shirt that said "straight but it had a grey rainbow i was like doesn't your shirt contradict itself. he goes "yea pretty much"

i got on the train to go home in a happy mood, with cotton still attached to my bag, i had some in my shoe too.

vans got mad dirty,didn't care.

and that was indeed a great saturday.

My sucky photography morning

The photo gods are never with me, as if they exist.

I finished my roll of film for my photography class. So im like o.k i need to press the 250.00 button

i started rewinding it and hear nothing so my first action is too panic because that all i known,
i wasn't gonna be a dumbass like i was in the 1st time and sit w. the back open while light destroys my roll of film

in photography, light is our enemy.
black is everything.

anyways i try to calm down and text my good friend william on what to do.
turns outfor 20 mins i was rewinding absolutely nothing while 2x out of those 20scds of anxiety & anger i slipped the cam in2 my black bookbag and peeked to see if the film was still on the reel.

IT WAS !
i screamed and closed it back panting like a dog and put my head down
**i was on the train at 7:30 in morning when all of this panicing was going on**

i take a breather and he txts me back. turns out i wasn't suppose 2 pull the rewind lever all the way up so im lk wtf i can't do anything right.

so i push it down and i finally rewind the film in the proper way. hopefuly there aren't any light leaks when i develop my film.

fear gripped me.
fear is still gripping me.
fear will continue to grip me until i take the film out the reel and look at my negatives.

ahh everything is a learing experience.